HOPEFULLY they hold it.

i had ics this morning and i told zen about my trustee not really trusting what i said when i told her about what the insurance people from boston said to me. he said, "well.. what did you tell her they said?" and i told him what they said to me and zen said, "uh.. yeah that's what they told me too." then i said, "i'm not sure she believes what i said for sure because of my memory problems and my traumatic brain injury.." then he said, "alright. we can call her and see what she wants us to do.. i'll also email her." so we called her and she was busy, so we had to be connected to her voicemail and i left her a voicemail and zen spoke also. so this is just further proof why it's took so damn long to get outta this state. people act concerned to protect their jobs. i spoke to my cousin joe last night and he asked me what she's getting outta me staying in this state.. which is exactly the question that came to my mind also. i told him how i read that mice can make people sick from getting in their homes and i see at least two mice a day in my apartment and i've been sneezing along with having a stuffed nose. i'm positive that joe would help me as much as he could when i move. at least i have one family member who ACTUALLY makes an effort and CARES about me. zen told me that i'd be moving to boston by today, then he told me next friday, now i overheard him say 3 or 4 months.. i'm pretty sure it's mostly to make sure i actually have insurance. i just hope the apartment doesn't give away the unit i plan on getting.